Monday, 20 May 2013

I Want...

I want someone who I can be myself around, no matter what. I want someone that can understand that I can become moody for no reason or that sometimes I will just start crying and that they will be there to let me cry on their shoulder and tell me everything is alright. I want someone that will let me wear there jacket even if it makes them cold, but just for them to know that I'm not cold should make them happy. I want someone that will hold my hand and hold me infornt of their friends and show me off as if I am his prized possession and that he won't change and try twant so mock or embarrass me infornt of his friends. I want someone that tells me they love me everyday and that they couldn't ask for anyone else in their lives. I want someone that would never judge me from my past and will make my future. I want someone that can accept the fact that I won't alwaystry to look my best but they can acceptme with my hair tied up. I want someone that will kiss my forhead. I want someone that won't disrespect me or treat me wrong. I want someone that I can rely on. I want someone Ican speak to about anything and everything and for themto not judge me. I want someone that will fight my corners for me when I get weak. I want someone to care for me. I want someone that will lay with me for hours and not speak a word, just accepting the silence. I want someone that will send cute late night messages. But most of all, I want you.

Monday, 13 May 2013


One of the most worst things that you could ever do to someone. If you're NOT happy with who you're with, then fucking leave them. There isn't a use staying around when you dont even feel the same way anymore. Dont think about how much you're going to hurt them. But cheating on them would be worse than just breaking up with them. By breaking up with them, you're giving them time, time to get over you. By staying around just because you don't want to cause them pain will just give them false hope. causing them even more pain. As each day does go by, you're only making them suffer more and more as they fall for you even harder as each day does go by. If you're not happy, then leave. Its as simple as that. There is not excuse for cheating on someone. If you did it, then you did it. The end. So do the one that couldn't handle losing you a favour, leave. While they're still capable of going on without you. Dont leave it too late. You never know what could happen to them if you've been there for them for too long. They start to lean on you, you became apart of them. They make you their everything and once you leave, they'll be left with nothing. So leave, while they still have something...

Saturday, 1 December 2012

No Measure of Time With You Would be Long Enough

"I Edward Cullen, take you Isabella Swan, to be my lawfully wedded wife, my constant friend, my paithful partner, my love from this day forward. In the presence of God, our family and friends, I offer you my solemn vow to be your paithful partner in sickness and in health, and in joy as well as in sorrow. I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in everything, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live"

Thursday, 28 June 2012


Him. You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you and tells you pretty and cute. He asks you about your past relationships and you ask him about his. When you tell him you've been hurt multiple times, he tells you that those guys are all jerks and stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then share tell him some more stories about your past and he tells you his. He starts flirting with you and you start flirting back. Then he asks for your number and you give it to him right away. The next day he texts you and tells you good morning and tells you to have a good day. Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine and you wait for him every day to text you.Whenever you receive someting from him, you start smiling and your day instantly becomes better. He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night and he always asks if you are tired and if you want to go to bed. The night conversation you have with him are always the best and deepest. You sleep when he sleeps and he sleeps when you sleeps. Now he wants to meet up and hang out with you. When you meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him and you feel butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him. Now you tell your friends about what an amazing guy he is and you are interested in him. Soon he confesses that he is interested in you and you tell him that the feeling is mutual. You go on more dates with him and he starts giving you nicknames and calling you baby. You feel like you're the happiest girl alive and the feeling is so strong between you guys. One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys talk now, it's only because you hit him up first. Things changed and you don't understand what unexpectedly happened. He stops putting effort talking to you and doesn't show that he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy and you don't want another girl in the picture. You can't help wondering what when wrong. You ask him if anything is wrong and he tells you that everything is fine. Then you start thinking he's mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to relax and everything's okay. He tells you that he's just been busy. So you wait for a while and nothing is changing. He still "busy" all the time and he doesn't even try to talk to you. Now everytime you talk to him it becomes an argument. And you get scared that you are being annoying by hitting him up first, so you stop talking to him. Months pass, and you don't talk to him at all. You never know what happened from his point of view. Because of him, every day and night you'ra hurt and upset. You don't know what went wrong in the relationship between you two. Your friends tell you to forget him and that he doesn't deserve someone like you. But you can't seem to listen to them, you're already too attached to him. You miss the old person he used to be and you don't even know what he has changed into. And one day you see that he has a new girl in his life. He's calling her cute names and telling her everything he used to tell you. He calls her baby and tells her he thinks she's gorgeous. He tells her everything you've heard before. He seems completely fine without you and now he has someone else to talk and text everyday and night. You refuse to believe that he played you, but it's true. You're still hurt and he has already moved on. You're still sad and everything you do reminds you of him. You can't stop thinking about him and you cry every night thinking about him. Yous still secretly hope that one day he will start talking to you again and you guys will pick up where you last left off but you also know that it will never ever happen. You compare every guy you now meet with him. He's already forgotten about you but you're still having a hard time letting go. Sound familiar?

Wednesday, 30 May 2012


"I Love You" means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you-just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down-not just when you're fun to be with. 'I Love You' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you or them-asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

i hate love

have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It's make you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.... you give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination . Not just in the mind. it's a soul-heart, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I Hate Love.