i love

I love your smile.

I love the way you say my name.

I love how my heart skips a beat every time I hear your voice.

I love your hugs.

I love the way they make me feel protected and safe.

I love that the moment I see you, becomes the best part of my day.

I love every second that I share with you.

I love that I walk really slowly when you're by my side.

I love that each time I'm with you, I feel this strong urge to hug you and never let you go.

I love out long conversations at night.

I love that you stay awake when I'm sad just to make me feel better.

I love that when I'm around you, I can't seem to stop saying "um".

I love when you tease me, altought I act like it offends me, I secretly never want you to stop.

I love that when I'm with you, I too afraid to look you in the eye, but when I do, I'm utterly speechless.

I love that you make me feel nervous each time I talk to you, I overthink everything I do, I underthink everything I do.

I love that I have the urge to play with your hair.

I love that I feel lucky that you actually want to talk to me.

for you

I wish that I had

NEVER MET YOU.
Then there would be no need to impress you. No need to want you.

No need for loving you. No need for crying over you.

No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears.

No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs.

No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care.

No need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.........................................................

 BUT.......

I'm glad I did meet you. Cause you were the only who always asked

me if anything was wrong. You were to one who loved me for me.

The one who cared when everyone else didn't. The one who listened.

The one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever.

You were the one who I told secrets to. The one who taught me new things. 

The one who laughed at my bad jokes. The one who did thins, just for me.

Thank you so much for everything my ex boy. I should leave you.
You'll happier without me.
And because of you I know how to love and lose someone.